You think the birds are pretty
and you sleep eight hours a night.
And I'm fog, out of the city,
and still you stake it all.
And trains stop for you and so do the boys,
when you run your fingers through your hair.
But resistance is futile.

And I am gonna drink your blood.
And I am gonna drink your blood.
And I am gonna drink your blood.
And I am gonna drink your blood.

Just breathe, and mouth "goodbye."
If you want, I'll give you eternal life.
Well, not so much life,
but have you ever seen a good zombie movie?
Well, like that, but you'll be smarter
and you'll stay twenty-three.

And I am gonna drink your blood.
And I just wanna drink your blood.
And I am gonna drink your blood.
And I just wanna drink your blood.

And I am gonna drink your blood.
And I am gonna drink your blood.
And I am gonna drink your blood.
And I am gonna drink your blood.

stuff that's important but meaningless to all of you:
-I got a bus pass and am now riding the bus to school and back each day. I missed my stop the first day I rode it back, which was yesterday. I rode it all the way back to that stop.
-Awards night tomorrow night. I made honour roll for the first time since 6th or 7th grade.
-Band performance thursday.
-Giving blood friday. First time donating.
-Sometimes I feel hated by Justice. I'm so sorry. Maybe I am being overdramatic. I can't help it, it's natural. I am happy for you, though.
-I'm about two-thirds done with Cat's Cradle. I really like it. I even like the idea of Bokononism, the made up religion from the book, as a real religion.


EDIT:
me: oh
me: I didn't even mention SATs in my journal, did I
me: oh I missed band awards too
Justice: no
Justice: awh
me: ntm my mom's birthday which is same day as those two
Justice: when are sats
me: sat
me: go figure
Justice: srsly?
Justice: like this saturday?"
me: june 7th
Justice: dayamn
Justice: goodluck man
me: thanks

Let's imitate reality (Insanity)
Let's strive for mediocrity (Insanity)
Let's make believe we're all the same (Now that's for me)
Let's sanitize our little brains (Insanity)
I'd love to take you home with me, I'd love to tuck you in
I wish I could protect you from the wages of our sin
I'd love to hear you scream tonight, I'd love to hear you cry
Protect you from the madness that is raining from the skyLet's imitate reality (Insanity)
Let's strive for mediocrity (Insanity)
Let's make believe we're all the same (Now that's for me)
Let's sanitize our little brains (Insanity)
I'd love to take you home with me and tuck you into bed
I'd love to see what makes you tick inside your pretty head
I wish that I could keep you in a precious Chinese box
On Sundays I would pray for you so it would never stop
I'd love to hear you laugh tonight, I'd love to hear you weep
I'd love to listen to you while you're screaming in your sleep
I'd love to soothe you with my voice and take your hand in mine
I'd love to take you past the stars and out of reach of time
I'd love to see inside your mind, to tear it all apart
To cut you open with knife and find your sacred heart
I'd love to take your satin dolls and tear them all to shreds
I'd love to mess your pretty hair, I'd love to see you dead.

So I just thought I'd let you all know that I'm cold and the weather's been crazy. I got a melodica ("What's a melodica?") and I had a band performance last night. I am going to a pirate-themed restaurant tomorrow that has a show. I love Oingo Boingo. Oh, and I'm reading Cat's Cradle by Kurt Vonnegut for my English class. I liked Slaughterhouse Five a lot and think I might like this book even more.

Have you ever been in love
with someone you hardly knew
Whereas every time you closed your eyes,
you saw this person come alive
It kept you wide awake at night
You felt like you were burning up
In pain, you want to scream
Then you passed out in a dream

And since when do I watch him?